Sunday, August 29, 2004 @10:44 PM
HIT THE FLOOR!
THERE ARE JUST TOO MANY
TIMES THET PEOPLE
HAVE TRIED TO LOOK INSIDE OF ME
WONDERING WHAT I THINK OF YOU
AND I PROTECT YOU OUT OF COURTESY
TOO MANY TIME THAT I'VE
HELD ON WHEN I NEEDED TO PUSH AWAY
AFRAID TO SAY WHAT'S ON MY MIND
AFRAID TO SAY WHAT I NEED TO SAY
TOO MANY
THINGS THET YOU'VE SAID ABOUT ME
WHEN IM NOT AROUND
YOU THINK HAVING THE UPPER HAND
MEANS YOU'VE GOTTA KEEP PUTTING ME DOWN
BUT I'VE HAD TOO MANY STAND-OFFS WITH YOU
IT'S ABOUT AS MUCH AS I CAN STAND
JUST WAIT TILL THE UPPER HAND
IS MINE!
SO MANY PEOPLE LIKE ME
PUT SO MUCH TRUST IN ALL YOUR LIES
SO CONCERNED WITH WHAT YOU THINK
TO JUST SAY WHAT WE FEEL INSIDE
SO MANY PEOPLE LIKE ME
WALK ON EGGSHELLS ALL DAY LONG
ALL I KNOW IS THAT ALL I WANT
IS TO FEEL LIKE I'M NOT STEPPED ON
THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS YOU SAY
THAT MAKE ME FEEL LIKE YOU'VE CROSSED THE LINE
WHAT GOES UP WILL SURELY FALL
AND I'M COUNTING DOWN THE TIME
CAUSE I'VE HAD SO MANY STAND-OFFS WITH YOU
IT'S ABOUT AS MUCH AS I CAN STAND
SO I'M WAITING TILL THE UPPER HAND IS MINE
ONE MINUTE YOU'RE ON TOP
THE NEXT YOU'RE NOT
WATCH IT DROP
MAKING YOUR HEART STOP
JUST BEFORE YOU HIT THE FLOOR
ONE MINUTE YOU'RE ON TOP
THE NEXT YOU'RE NOT
MISSED YOUR SHOT
MAKING YOUR HEART STOP
YOU THINK YOU WON
AND THEN IT'S ALL GONE
I KNOW I'LL NEVER TRUST A SINGLE THING YOU SAY
YOU KNEW YOUR LIES WOULD DIVIDE US
BUT YOU LIED ANYWAY
AND ALL THE LIES HAVE GOT YOU FLOATING UP
ABOVE US ALL
BUT WHAT GOES UP HAS GOT TO FALL!!
⥠you and i both loved
Monday, August 23, 2004 @10:41 PM
This is a poem.... From me..To U!!!! hahha... anyway... juz write it for fun... hope u enjoy it....
IT'S TIME TO SAY GOODBYE....
It's time to let u go, Its time to say goodbye.
There's no more excuses, no more tears to cry
There's been so many changes, i was so confused.
All along you were the one, all the time i never knew.
I want you to be happy, you're always my best friend.
But it's so hard to let you fo now, what could have been?
I'll always have the memories, "He'll" always have you.
Fate has a way of changing, just when you don't want it to.
I won't give up, I won't give in.
I won't recreate what just might have been.
I know thet my heart will find love again,
Now is the time to begin.
Throw away the chains.
Let love fly away.
till love comes again,
I'll be okay...
⥠you and i both loved
Friday, August 20, 2004 @5:01 PM
I am a scorpio. If you treat a scorpio nice, he'll treat you even better.If you so much as look at him in the wrong way, He'll kill you.
Look at me ; i'm the one whom you hate.
Look at me ; are you jealous now ?
You're of a million while me of the one ;
Look at me get down now and bow.
Now you're angry and ready to kill;
Can you not accept the truth about you ?
Are you so foolish, so stupid so dumb ;
Now that i've spoken, have you become numb ?
Hypocritical
Metaphysical
You paint a smile on your face.....
but on your knife the blood i taste.
You created me from your scorn,
I feel power i feel reborn.
This is not a world of fantasy,
there's no escape from reality.
I know what you think of me.
I'm not blind, nor dumb you see ;
I see the looks that pass between ;
The looks so crude, so crass and not clean.
Can't think but my mind is clear ;
My eyes are devoid but of tears.
I open my mouth but no words come to pass ;
I see the blood drip last.
Now that i'm enlightened ;
I look at you and smile ;
Why am i not frightened ?
I wonder as i smile.
You created me from your scorn,
I feel power i feel reborn.
This is not a world of fantasy,
there's no escaping my reality.
Take your knife and put it through me;
Coz i see what you'll never see.
Even if i die; i'll still be living :
The life of one already past breathing.
(done by me)
⥠you and i both loved
Monday, August 16, 2004 @3:42 PM
I walked pass these doors, past you todayit seems so nonchalent, like it'd never happened at all yesterday.Walked walked walked away,I admire my disbelieve that i could throw it all away,these hours at night I'm lost in thoughts,walking away was my only comfort,and knowing im going awayis my only escape.I can't believe im sad again,& in disbelieve i'm not even worth uttering a wordof truth to your family and friends...Why do i keep indulgin in this self-reproach,when all i long for is that moment of faith in knowinga way out of this,Did i make a wrong choice, why can't i stop thinking about this,is it You?is it love?Or am i just fine without all of this,man i wish i could have just kicked myself then before i landed into this.
⥠you and i both loved